Sunday, November 16, 2008
Back from Hong Kong.. can say i survived it, but won't say that i met expectations, much less exceed them. Such a trip is supposed to be one of those bonus things to have on the portfolio, and it means then that you're supposed to come back victorious..ready to move up a notch.. ready to fight the next big battle because you just survived one and it was a piece of cake, etc etc. Unfortunately i dont feel those things now cos i'm kinda bogged down by all the stumbling and halting and incompetencies. And its magnified by the number of people who were there to witness it..directors..trip people.. etc. Waiting for it to go away la.. as it usually does. Meanwhile i thank heavens and the bosses and the colleagues for supporting.. emotionally and physically, at the workplace, cos lots of work on now for the next event ! The trip people were also really nice, the family too, and the loved one at work now in hospital. Apart from the positive experiences, think the trip helped me determine what i dont want to do la...... i really dont want to do this long term. The sucky thing is economy not doin well, so not a great time to think of options. Dreading work. Persevere yes....... with a lot of damage to psyche if theres no good balance, like dance. And i haven been dancing at all!! Didnt get to dance in HK! Man......
Still glad to be back breathing clean singapore air and not havin to hussle and eat and walk and talk reallyreallyreally fast.
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